Saturday, March 14, 2009

Breaking The Habit

Facebook can have a drastic change over night, why can't I? Everyone has made one of these notes before and you know what? So am I. I probably won't tag many people in this, because I don't want anyone to feel like they're forced to read it. Since the new Facebook is somewhat of a stalker, I'm sure a lot of people will see it. But if you wanna be tagged, ask me I guess.

I've been trying to move away from my angry self lately. And to be honest it HAS been working really well. But lastnight something just clicked inside of me, and I got into one of my old moods again. The angry, annoying, fjdsljfds;laj mood. If you hang out with me/talk to me a lot, you can probably tell that I'm angry, or WAS angry. Too angry, actually. I don't even know where it comes from half the time, mostly from people to be honest. A few weeks ago someone made me realize that I put myself down too much. And he wasn't lying, I really do. I never really give myself enough credit for all I do. But ever since then, I have been giving myself more credit. I've also been realizing all of the good things I do. I'm not a bad person, and I hardly do anything wrong. And you know what? I like it. It's nice to feel good about yourself :). Things that people do, I'm just trying not to let them bother me anymore. I've forgotten about all that people have done to me in the past, and realized I don't need those people who have hurt me anymore. I also don't need anyone who I'm friends with NOW that makes me angry or hurts me (I don't really have any of those people currently, thank god.) But if I did, why keep those people in my life? I also don't need anyone that doesn't need me/want me in their life. So basically to sum this whole paragraph thingy up, what has being angry about things really done for me? Nothing. So I'm done with it. Now that I have all of this said, I'm good. Thanks for reading. And thanks to my friends, because I love you all.

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park.
^ My Inspiration.

3 comments:

  1. aww!!!
    that was so touching
    good for you getting rid of the anger
    =)

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  2. some good things you do:
    1. Your English hw
    2. you look up at the poptart-ceiling with me
    3. you wrote an essay to go on a body field trip with ms. murad
    4. you listen to amazing music
    5. you write amazing blogs!

    :]

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