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The Darkness Always Finds Me

The name of this blog, it's my life. I'm moody. I'll admit it. But I really really can't control it. I had an amazing day yesterday. It was the best 4th of July I've ever had. I had a small little graduation bbq in my backyard. Daly and Calvao came along with my family, and Nick showed up later. After my bbq, we all walked over to the high school and chilled, watching the fireworks. I stayed out til about 11. It was just all around a great day. But then like always, someone has to say something to me and make me feel like crap all over again. Something one of my friends said to me made me think a little harder than I should have been thinking, and it depressed me. I couldn't sleep. I finally fell asleep at 4 in the morning. Someone up there in the sky obviously hates seeing me happy.

Song: Splinters
Artist: Therefore I Am
Album: The Sound of Human Lies

I Want To Feel Weightless

Oh hey there Marios :]

So i've been graduated for a little longer than a week. I like being away from school. I needed a break, haha. The past four days I volunteered at my church to help a Kindergarten class with their summer CCD. It's alright I guess. I have four more days left. I need the hours to make my confirmation next Spring, so it's all good. The kids are adorable and fun to help, the teacher is nice. It's a win/win situation I guess you can say. I'm even thinking about maybe volunteering again next year. I mean what do I lose? I wake up early 8 days out of the whole summer, and spend 4 hours helping little kids. Plus my mom says it will look good on my college application stuff, and I really have nothing else to show for myself. But I have a year to decide haha, no rush. Hmm. I have no idea what else to write, but just know that I'll be keeping you updated :D Also, every entry I'll tell you one of my favorite songs at the moment. I know you're excited. (whoever even reads this...)

Song: Tree Village

Artist: Dance Gavin Dance
Album: Happiness

(Check it out. It's freaking great.)

Starting Over

I haven't written in so long. But I'm home sick for this whole week, so why not? Since all of this drama with the swine flu, and other flus, if you have a fever you are not allowed back into the school for 7 days. Well lucky me, getting a 102 degree fever and having "flu-like symptoms" on my last full week of school. The school year is practically over, and by not going to school this week I'm missing all of my finals. Great, right? This isn't how I wanted my last two weeks in Liberty Middle School to end, but I guess nothing goes as planned. As I sit here at home watching a Degrassi marathon, I have finally realized that I'm a freshman in about two and a half months. That thought scares me more than it has this whole year. Everything I've known for these two years will be completely gone, and replaced by something entirely new. I'll be walking the huge halls of West Orange High School rather than the small halls of Liberty. Last Thursday I woke up at 5:30 and arrived at my school at about 6:15 to go to our end of the year trip, Baltimore. It was a lot of fun that I needed. I hadn't had that much fun in a very very long time. So many inside jokes were created and even brought up again in those two days I was away from West Orange. So many new memories were created that I will never forget. I hadn't laughed as hard as I did those two days in a while. Even though the rain totally killed our dinner cruise and we arrived to the hotel soaked, it still ended up great. I might start writing in here again, I'm not sure. But for now, goodbye.


Currently Listening to : Starting Over by Killswitch Engage

I'm gunna give you my love

sooo, spring break is almost over.

(in my opinion)

I hardly ever write in here anymore. I just can't find the time. Nothings really up with me, I've walked to the high school just about every single day this week to hang out. Today is the only day that I have decided to stay in, and ofcourse It's sunnier than every other day. Just my luck, right? I haven't gotten any school work done. I have an essay to do, and a science worksheet. I have a whole research paper that I haven't started due sometime in May. I'm just too lazy and I want this school year to be over like NOW. Florida ruined me. It felt like summer, and now that's all I want. To just be freee for two months and do whatever I want. I'm so tired of work. After all of the standardized testing I think most of the work will slow down. I hope. I'm soooo lazy..

But anyway, Killswitch Engage has been most played on my Ipod lately. They're great. I've listened to Rose of Sharyn atleast 10 times already today, and it's 3:24 PM. I should probably do something useful today, so bye for now.

I'm Back :)

I have totally given up with making the titles of my blogs a song name. so yeah. I just got back from Florida maybe an hour and a half ago, and I'm happy to be home. As much as I love Disney and Universal, sometimes you just need to be home. A lot has happened this past week I guess. I got dumped while being in the "happiest place on Earth" eh, whatever. Things happen that you can't control. I'm fine. Florida was fun. I felt like a 5 year old most of the time, but it's all good. I'll add a picture to this blog sometime. All my pictures are on my phone. I'll write something more soon. Not currently in a writing mood.

Romance Is Dead

I'm so glad I'm leaving.


sorta:p i was in a badddd mood before, so if you read my blog - don't pay any attention to it.
it's deleted, and everything is fine now :D leaving for Florida tomorrow, talk in a week :D